Stress sucks!!

Today was somewhat of a stressful day. I'm not sure why this particular day was particularly harsh, but I'm going to blame it on the root of all evil: MONEY! (Or in our case, lack thereof!) It is exceedingly expensive to move to Hawaii, and while my job is paying for partial re-location (partial being the operative word) that's exactly the problem: it's not enough!

After careful thought and consideration, we've decided against selling our car. We weighed the pros and cons, and it turns out- we will more than likely be better off just shipping our car over there, rather than trying to sell it (losing pretty much half the money we invested in it) and buy a cheap used one. Going over car-less was a bit nervewracking to begin with- but the thought of trying to wheel and deal for a potentially really crappy used car (that may or may not break down soon after purchase) is just something I don't want to deal with. I'd rather have my low-mileage, dependable and very comfortable Civic that I know is in tip-top shape. But now we have to pay for it to be shipped over. *Sigh* Needless to say, it's been a very stressful topic of conversation between me and Daland, but ultimately, I think we've made the right decision.

We've also been trying to work out what our monthly expenses will be in comparison to our income. The cost of living in Hawaii is the highest in the United States (another source of added stress) and in the beginning, we will be living on my income only. We are hoping that Daland will be able to secure a job right away with the Hawaiian Blood Bank (since it's basically the same thing he does over here) but surprisingly, they pay more hourly in Hawaii than they do in Florida! Shocking, I know! And even though Daland's not thrilled with the idea of continuing on in the field of phlebotomy, it could potentially serve as an immediate source of income that will be very much needed while he looks for something more permanent.

So after all the number crunching and debating back and forth... we just decided we'd have to just let go, jump in with both feet, and have faith that we'll be just fine. I have to admit- it's been hard dealing with all of this without my parents around to solicit their advice and wisdom. Guess I'll have to get used to it.

In other news, I start working on Monday! No more lazying around watching soap operas in the afternoon. I have to say- I take great pleasure in DELETING the job announcements I receive through my grad-school E-mail. It feels good to finally have a job- and not just a job- but the first stepping stone into my career. Anyway, I'll just be glad to get on the plane and get out there.